Yeah yeah, I'm actually using my live journal.

(Dr. Who reference)

Heh, When visiting Sarah in Nova Scotia, she got Amanda and myself into Dr. Who. I never heard of the show until then, but I did see really wierd action figures in the Comic store in Nanaimo, and I was like WTF is a Dalek? I'd have to say that the Daleks are my fav characters, other then the doctor.


I threw in a resume at the guitar store, so hopefully I get a job there. I'm also looking into other jobs. I was thinking of doing the Rig security thing in Fort Mac, as it pays really well, however I'm not sure if going to a location where I would be working for the last line of defense. The nearest cop shop is two hours away, and lets face it. Rig people are kinda scary. So not sure if I'm cut out for that line of work, but still a possibility.
I'm also kinda looking in this Sea-Span company, where I would be a deck hand on a tug-boat. It pays well, but I would be away for about two weeks at a time. I think that would be an awesome job though, as I love boats. So we'll see where that leads...

If I got a decent job that payed well, I could pay off my loans, and purchase a computer that will be epic enough to play games like Bioshock, Spore, The Sims 3 and anything else thats coming out in the future.

For Halloween, I think I'll attempt being Snake from MGS. I went to the surplus store and bout a jumpsuit, and combat knife. With some of the other gear I have, I might be able to make it work. I'll upload pictures if it turns out^^

Has anyone here played Dead Space? Its pretty cool. My bro got it for PS3, and I was hooked. If you haven't, go rent it. Like now...Stop reading and go rent it...NOW!
Heh, jk

I'll hopefully be attending Howloween in Surrey this year. I'm really looking forward to it, as quite a few people from FurBQ will be there. I'm also in the early stages in planning to go to Anthrocon next year. Matt, if your interested, you should totaly come, as it would be excellent and fun :3

Um, so everything else thats new?
I beat MGS4, Made a chick character on Saints Row 2 (Who's totaly punky and awesome), Visited Nova Scotia, rented some movies, ate some food, tried greek food for the first time, it was good, played some guitar and did some other random things

Alright, so I updated, and I will try to remember to update more often this time, but no promises, as I forget things easily, because I am an r-tard. o_0

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    Muse - Time is Running Out

Damn, I really need to update this more often...

Well LJ, lots of shit has gone down since we last spoke...Well not really a lot of stuff, but just some major things, like...moving out of my house, for one...
Me and my father had gotten into a silly argument over something that really didn't concern him, and he made a coment that was exactly this "This isn't working, find a new place to live" And that night, I moved out. I am now residing at my friend, Amanda's house (In a room in the basement, its quite nice) and I must say, I think I'm taking it rather well. I've always told myself that when I move out, it will be for good. None of that Move out, move back in three months down the road bullshit. So I am working on paying off my Jeep, and getting ready for college. Now, just to put everyone at ease, I am ok, and doing well, so please do not worry :3.

I've got this really sweet game demo from Matt...Its pretty awesome. Its called "Penumbra". Thanks Matt. Dude, you've gotta get your butt out here for a visit man, you'd like it out here. I'm hoping I'll be able to make it up to GP this summer...I'm still waiting to hear from that security job, but If I get it, I'll be able to come up in the summer. :)

Sarah, I got your IM today, the one about our friendship, and I was really touched with what you said. Even the "cheeseboy" comment hehe. I feel the same way about our friendship, I just hate to see you so down all the time. One day soon, things will get better, so keep your chin up kidd^^. I'll call you in the next couple of days, its always good to hear a friendly voice on the phone. Are you still coming out during your spring break? If so, I'll let my mom know, and we can do a turkey dinner. If not, like I said to Matt, Hopefully I'll be up to visit during the summer.

I made a logo with this logo maker thing, so I'm going to paste it here, so I can save it, I hope it works ^^, otherwise I'll have to pay for it ^^;

Hope every one else is doing great, wishing everyone all the best

logo design
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    Rocky Horror Picture Show soundtrack

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"For the ones that I have hurt...I'm sorry"

After reading a friends journal post,( All I could do is draw...and this is what came out, I'm sorry for the quality, as it is four in the morning...
In case you can't read my horrible writing, it says:

How can I repay you, Brother mine?
How can I expect you to forgive?
Once you were gone, I was not complete...
And how can I make amense, from all that I took from you?
I led you with hopeless dreams,
My brother, I was a fool...

My dreams made me blind and new,
I long to return to that time.
I followed without a word,
My Brother, the fault is mine

So where do we go from here?
And how to forget and forgive?
...All we can do is live...
Forgive me...

These are lyrics of a song from FMA, but I thought they were extremely relevent.

For those who don't know the story, allow me to begin:

I was an ass...I haven't spoken with my friends, and Brother for some time. Sure, I've been busy, but I know, I could have sent a quick email, or touch bases...and I didn't. If your reading this, please don't think ill of me guys...Things have been pretty crazy here, and I'm not trying to make up excuses to protect me. There were times, when I could have come on, and said hey, and I didn't. I was on to check my mail about a week ago, and I got a rather nasty email from someone...there was a huge mistake, and she got hurt. But what was said to me, hurt as well. Since then, I have completely avoided my computer. I tried to write an email back at the time, how ever, due to my anger, there were things in it, that I didn't mean, and I didn't send it. I'm still upset about it, and Thats why i didn't call you last night...Its a stupid reason, but I just couldn't call...

My brother...I have not forsaken, ignored or forgotten about you. I have had the time to contact you, but I didn't... There were things going on here, things too personal to divuldge on LJ.
You say you need me back, when it is I who need you back. My reason for not contacting you, can be summed up into one reason: I'm selfish...There were times when I would come home from a long day at work, and I could say hi to my friends, but I chose sleep. I could have said hey on my days off, but I was too busy doing other things. These are unacceptable reasons, but I did it. And in turn, it feels like I have lost my best friends.
Thats all I can say about my actions... If you choose to not have anything to do with me, then I will understand, for no real friend or brother, would do what I have done...
forgive me my friend...
forgive me, My brother...

With out you, I am nothing...

The picture is of me, changing back into my human form, because what had made me into the me I am now was missing in my life... what changed me, was you guys, Please...don't let me become human again...

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    Brothers - Michiru Oshima


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Yeah...Four days off...well, from work anyways :3

I'm trying to work on a mix for a friend, however, adaucity has decided it hates .wma files, so I kicked it furiosly....

I think it will turn out neat once its finished though...

Lets see...Not much else to report...Just me, being tired, oh, and the internet has decided to not work on my that needs to be fixed...
I'm also waiting for Amanda Panda to upload some of the pics we took the other night, so I can see them ^^

Anyways, Before I finish off this LAME entry, I'm going to shout out to all mah homies in GP! YO MATT!! YO SARAH!! I'll try to get on msn for sum d20 action!

Other then that, I have nothing else to say...soo....yeah...lator ;3
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    Linkin Park

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Greetings all,

I have decided that I'm just going to update my Deviant Art Journal, Fur Affinity Journal and live journal with the same will make it easier for me to remember to update each one ^^;

So, I have uploaded a picture form a furmeet that I recently attended,( The pic can be seen on my furaffinity or dA) and I must say, I had a blast, I just wish I didn't have to drive 3 hours to visit them, because they were really nice :3

So the Rush concert gets closer with every passing day, and my excitement becomes much more intense. I'm really excited, and I'm going to try my hardest to get some pictures and video, though it may be hard.

So, I've picked up Star Fox: Fox Avenger, and continued working on it, and its coming along, slowly ^^

I've also began work on an independant film. I'm going to try my luck and write/direct a Zombie Horror/thriller, based lossly off of the Half-Life mod, brainBREAD, dunno how well this is going to work, but I'm going to try as hard as I can to make it work.^^

I'm also starting up a web-comic, that will be available here on dA, or on Fur Affinity, I'm still in Character design stages at the moment, but the strip will be a weekly thing, based off an old story concept I had a while back, about a mild-mannered young man, and how is life is turned upside down when a beautiful Anthropomorphic vixen crash lands in his back yard. Its going to be a comedy, but will also have romance elements as well. I have high hopes for it, and because it will only be about 1 page a week, I think its keep checking back for that^^

Other then that, thats pretty much it for now...
Take it easy, and don't work too hard :3
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    Liqor and Whores - Bubbles and the Shit Rockers

What planet am I from?

You Are From the Moon

You can vibe with the steady rhythms of the Moon.
You're in touch with your emotions and intuition.
You possess a great, unmatched imagination - and an infinite memory.
Ultra-sensitive, you feel at home anywhere (or with anyone).
A total healer, you light the way in the dark for many.

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My HollyWood Love Life??

Your Love Life is Like Titanic

"Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless."

You think that you only really have one true love in your life. And that you better to anything and everything to be with that person.
You tend to be very nostalgic about past loves that didn't work out. There are many secret feelings that you keep to yourself.

Your love style: Deep and emotional

Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Bittersweet

Hmm, thats pretty close...
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    Bittersweet Symphony

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I'm so excited, I can't wait until I can order the complete series of TaleSpin, I found a long version of the theme song, and have been listening to it all day^^; I'm going to start on some fanwork of it, so check my dA and FA pages for those^^
I posted the intro too, so take a look^^

Not much to report...its friday night, i have to be up in 7 hours to go to work, but hey, its all good^^

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    TaleSpin Theme

Just hangin'

Heyo Peeps

I got Sarah's parcel today, So I'ma call her tomorrow^^ It was full of canucks stuff^^ I really liked the magnets Sarah^^ I also loved the drawing of the fox on the bottom of the box, I'm going to scan it^^

So I figured out how I can record my elec guitar through my amp on My computer, so I'm really excited about that^^

I have found my old RPG makers, so I've been finishing a game tyhat I started three years ago. Its almost finished, I'm just debugging it at the moment...then I'm going to continue the sequal on RPGXP maker, so stay tuned, as I will make them available on the world wide interweb^^

So I had the top off my jeep for a few days, the weather was great, and its getting better/warmer

I'm excited, because i found a site where i can buy boxsets of old cartoons. I found the complete series of Tailspin, Reboot, Darkwing Duck, The Real Ghostbusters, The Extreme Ghostbusters and Sonic Underground...In case any of you don't know...I love cartoons...can't get enough of them^^

Another thing I love, is a specific genre of movie, and thats the Zombie Genre. Anytthing about Zombies, apocolyptic world, the end of e3verything, I love. And i nearly fainted when i found out about the sequal to one of my favorite movies of all time, 28 days later. 28 weeks later looks awesome, and I cannot wait to go see it. They are also realeasing Resident Evil Extinction this summer, witch is also going to kick major zombie ass!! But another movie I'm looking forward to is Halo.
I've also been waiting for The Legend Of Zelda: The Hero of Time to realease, but its a fan movie, so its shakey as to when it will release, though I'm sure its going to be good^^ More info at

Umm..thats pretty much it..

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    Sonic Underground Music

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I've got a few things to update to those of you who read my LJ.

I think I've found what I want to do, and don't laugh, I'm serious...
I want to start a buissness. A software company. It would be based out of a lab funded by myself and others who would like to embark on this with me. The buissness's primary product will be software design and developement. (possibly hardware developement as well) We would also be involved with Game design, Graphic arts, and possibly even the film industry. As a hobby, I would like to take up writing, music, and art (sketches, proffesional commisions etc) as side proffesions. Writing stories is be mostly what I am interested in, but I would also like to dive into journalism, screenwriting (screenplays, scripts etc). And I would like to write and preform music, and possibly record. There are so many things I want to do, and it used to frusterate me when ever I thought about it, but then it came to me...why not make an attempt to do it all! So For school, I would like to take courses in computer sciences, the arts, acting, literature, music, graphic design, economics and buissness manegement. To run a company, I would require some knoledge in all fields, so i would expand myself as far as I could.
How would I pay for this, you may ask, well I have thought of a few options...

If I work with any of the oil-rig companies, and stick with it for 2-4 years, i could have money for school, then with the help of a loan, I could start up my lab. But the most important, and crucial part, is getting a team together. I would be looking for people to be computer techs, programmers, graphic designers, writers, Computer engineers, electronics specialists, and anyone within the buissness field, animators and anyone else who may be able to lend a hand.

Keep in mind, this is just an idea, but I'm happy, because its a step in the right direction, I feel as if I'm getting closer to what I am supposed to do with my life.

My Commission project has taken off, and I'm really excited to start working. I'm pretty cheap, just because I know my art isn't that good, but everyday, I try to improve as much as I can on atleast one thing. Hopefully someday, I'll be really good ^^

So its official, We (*Me, Brett and Bryce) are going to calgary this summer to see Rush...thats right R to the U-S-H! WOO!! I'm so excited, I can't wait. Speaking of which, I just got their new album, entitled "Snakes and Arrows" Its pretty great, its more accoustic then their regular sound, but its great, I reccomend it to everyone who like Rush, you won't be disapointed.

So, Fictons...they are coming along...Star Fox-Fox Avenger is coming along great, and hopefully it will be ready for final edit and deployment by August.
Star-Fox Rebellion is coming along, My fellow writer in the project has been feeling pretty under the weather, as well as school and work, so its hard for him to find the time to work on it. I wish him all the best, and keep your chin up, things will look up, and get better, you just need to keep going forward^^ You'll make it out
My newest fict, Star-Fox-Biohazard is still in the early stages of developement, but I am looking forward to undertaking this project^^
I'm also working on a number of short stories, to put together in a
publication of my work. when they're done, I'll post em^^

My artistic life is looking good, I think I'm getting better, and with a little help form some tutorials, I'm going to learn to master open canvas! yay!!

Ummm...what else is new...let me see....hmmmmm
heres a list of the songs I've learned in the last two months:
Tribute-Tenacious D
P.O.D - Tenacious D
Master Exploder - Tenacious D
You Belong to me - Unkown (found on Shrek Soundrack)
Closer to the heart - Rush
Laid - Matt Nathon
Somewhere over the rainbow - Isreal K. (50 first dates)
The Man Comes Around - Johnny Cash

Umm, other then that, there isn't much to report...still working at Wal-Mart, but hopefully not for long..looking to move on to bigger and better things...Will keep you updated^^

K, hope everyone is doing great,
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    Run with Us - Lisa Lougheed